Sleeping problem

2/27/2009

4.03 a.m., 27 February 2009, Friday.

This is the blog before I'm going to sleep.

There were things that were bothering me.

It's makes me can't sleep.

Everytime I can't sleep, I would try to make myself tired,

So that I can go sleep.

I make my mind feel tired so that I can just lay on the bed and sleep.

I can still remember the very last time when I was like that.

It's months before the SPM.

I kept looking at the watch.

It's middle of the night, nearly dawn.

2 or 3 a.m. in the morning.

I slept at 12 a.m. and stay awake until 3 a.m.

I was thinking at that moment, I can't stop thinking.

Stuff just pop out from my mind from nowhere.

I tried to forget about the pass, tried to make myself to believe that the things left were the histories and memories.

Somehow I need to accept the fate, my destiny.

I admit that I was not mature enough and childish minded, and too playful.

Sometimes I joke too much and make people to believe that I was like some kind of playboy.

I always serious in the things I were doing.

I told my friends when they were joking at the wrong times.

I tried to keep my promises to my friends so that I will become more irresponsible.

Once I tried to became a perfect guy.

Nonetheless, no one was perfect.

Neither me nor you were perfect.

Human was weak, I'm weak also.

There are no perfectness.

4:17:38 AM | Blog it

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